Busy season

So wow! I started a new business working as a jeweler with Premier Designs. I am so blessed and think that it is a good God thing! I think that in the midst of my blessing it is really easy to take my eyes off of God and look around at situations surrounding me and sink into the idea that I can't do this... okay, don't freak, I just mean that I can't do this by myself. I realize I need Him. I need the creator every day to speak life into my dry bones and to let me have the strength I need for this one day. Sometimes moving forward seems to physically hurt. I don't know why. Doing something that must get done seems impossible sometimes. Can anyone relate? Why is it that my home, my haven of rest often STRESSES ME OUT? Is it because it reminds me of all that must be done? I have to lay out the clothes, get the lunches prepared, figure out dinner, clean house, do my business, keep my husband smiling... another subject entirely, all in the few precious hours I get at home.

I am praying that God help me to rest. I pray that I find peace and hope and joy every day that I need it. I pray that I look forward and not behind me and that I don't worry about tomorrow but let my tomorrow be in His hands.

Enough rambling, I am so exhausted I can't stand it anymore. I am headed to my bed...

Goodnight....